My Depressed Oyster

I open and close like an oyster
One second showing my true worth
The next unwilling to be prized open

Frustrated by my own nature and the thoughts that put me there
I am still willing to change
Sadly though my behavioural patterns rule my undertones
that mean so well
The words, I am happy, will not be uttered from my lips for fear that
Once i have uttered them i will want to retrieve them with my dual nature
Should i look more closely at the pearl inside instead of the shell

My unrest lies somewhere ,is it my roaming spirit
My wandering mind 
Or does my soul want to show me something new

Nature is my closest friend and I am my own worst enemy

This land that i love the moon, the sun, the stars
where on earth will i find me
If i felt as precious as otheres perceive me to be
I could be at rest

Why don't I see my worth
My pearl 
My own beauty
Only my shell
Maybe I should look Inside?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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September 1, 2016 at 4:02 PM
Interesting thoughts, Gail. Perhaps we can be too introspective sometimes. Barry.
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