My Confession

I am led by desire I desire this I desire that I desire everything that all my friends’ have and desire because someone else has and desires it God I know I have no use for most of it but I must have it I desire life but not death for the fear of it I desire life because most my friends have it and want it and fear death because most of my friends fear it God when I am dead maybe I will desire nothing because all my dead friends will most likely desire nothing and hopefully we will most likely have no use for any of it then God what will become of it?