My Best Friend

We said we would be best friends till the end. I did something real bad and now you are really mad. I dont know what I did to make you feel all this hate, Everyone says I should try and talk to you but I feel it might be to late. One day I was there in your life, laughing and being ourselves and now I am alone trying to understand what I did. When we were kids, we fought sometimes but we relized we are best friends and we promised we would be together till the end. Maybe it dose'nt mean that much anymore. I wish there is something I could say, Good ole Lord, I pray. Please Janet forgive me, What did I do, I promise I will make it up to you. I remember when we were kids we had so much fun. Playing and laughing and running around in the sun. We would play hide and seek, even if we were outside you would hide in the house, and I would always find you behind the couch. We would pick on your brothers, just to be mean then run when we seen your mother coming. We would share our favorite bands and our favorite songs. We had so much fun when we were young. The day you were in the hospital, you almost died and I told God to take me in your place. I really meant it, I was so scared that I would never see you again. All I have to say is I am sorry for what ever I did, and please remember I will be your friend.... Until the end. Dedicated to my couisen Janet Fraiser