Moving On Doesn'T Mean I Didn'T Care

I loved you more than I have anyone But I was unable to express love at the time so my feelings couldn't be known I thought I could make things right, but I left things too late to repair I'm finally moving on, but that doesn't mean I didn't care Same old story, Guy likes a girl, he doesn't show it, loses her and regrets it Everyday I've thought about sending you a message But you blocked me after I said sorry and told you how I felt last time I was finally free from depression and in a better mind But I understand you're an amazing girl so I don't get another chance now Someone as beautiful as you probably has a new guy to give you a dance now I'd give anything to go back in time, and start from scratch I'm trying to forget you, but it's difficult as my heart's attached Maybe you've pushed me away to play me at my own game But depression made me do it, I was being suffocated by pain I pushed you away, you had to see the worst of me, So I thought you deserved the best of me Chantal, I'm officially moving on, but I know I'll reply if you ever message me I dated numerous girls after I pushed you away to try and get over you I tried to ignore how strong my feelings were because I was scared The butterflies in my stomach were new Out of all the girls in the world, only you have put them there I thought about you, no matter who I was with Now I'm free from depression, I have so much love to give But I don't get another chance with you, so after I wipe this tear I've got to move on, but please understand I really did care I loved you more than I have anyone But I was unable to express love at the time so my feelings couldn't be known I thought I could make things right, but I left things too late to repair I'm finally moving on, but that doesn't mean I didn't care