Morning Rounds

I woke up this morning wondering where I was last night when this morning, a glint in my mind, before wandering where I last got home here from wondering how last night again Hoping without probable gumption maybe if I figured transport out and in I might have a clue about why I woke up yesterday morning wondering where I would end up last night And just before last night's end when this morning couldn't yet answer any endtime circling questions I wondered how I imagined arriving at this tomorrow differently with my same regenerative intent To approach win/win light play by avoiding win/lose AnthroSupremacist heavy work Before becoming fully present to yesterday's disempowering promise once curiously engaging resiliently cooperative more Sacred listening nighttime deeper to multicultural trauma-prevention daylight wider long-term co-impassioned co-invested ego resilience following my most resonant win/win sacred ecosystemic co-empathic advice Re-entering Tao of brilliant towers nonviolently valley communicating inside/outside showers downstream/upstream flowing redistributing timeless balance Of morning medication rounds perilously in-between lose/lose nightmare traumatic despair and win/win meditative delight daytime therapeutic repair Wondering where I was last night before this morning's mind-glint recollecting how last night ended letting self-consciousness go again.