More Than a Clown

I don't want to play anymore: I'm not feeling up to the task. And though people still like to laugh: I've decided to drop my mask. My act is no longer funny: and most likely will be my last. For my performance in whiteface proves, I'm a relic of the past. It's difficult to paint a smile on top of a persistent frown. Yet, in costume, I'm expected to flip every frown upside down. My lifelong fantasy has been: to be a clown; it was my dream. Yet, it's time I tried something else, less emotionally extreme. When I gaze into a mirror, I need to see more than a clown. And I'll don a genuine smile that will no longer bring me down.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Gauthier Avatar
May 26, 2018 at 7:41 PM
Deep and awesome, Emile.
Pinet Avatar
May 27, 2018 at 7:55 AM
Thanks Line, I appreciate your support my friend, Emile.
Hicks Avatar
February 15, 2016 at 2:07 AM
Comedians, you'll find, often have the hardest life ... maybe because they needed the humor to bring themselves up and out of their situation. I can sympathize with wanting your profession to not define who YOU are. People are too complex to see only one side ... Great poem that elicits sympathy for the joy-givers.
Pinet Avatar
February 15, 2016 at 9:22 AM
Thank you Timothy, your friendly response is most appreciated and welcome. Emile.
Trifiatis Avatar
February 14, 2016 at 12:04 PM
Profound with allegoric hues that represents the life of a person fed up with what is going on around him which he doesn't approve! I loved your work Emile! Sorry I delayed to visit you my friend, I had some problems now all is fine! A seven!
Pinet Avatar
February 14, 2016 at 12:47 PM
Thank you so much Demetrios, you have been missed... I'm glad to hear that all is well, your support is much appreciated. Emile.
Hopper Avatar
February 14, 2016 at 9:56 AM
Kind of sad. I sure hope it doesn't relate to your beautiful poetry! This was great!
Pinet Avatar
February 14, 2016 at 10:48 AM
Thank you Anna, no this doesn't relate to my poetry, it is just a poem, but I appreciate your concern. Emile.
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