Mom

MOM How ya been lately Hopefully you aren't medicating I know lately your heart has been breaking Death of ya man ya Best friend I understand But mom I can't stand the way You plan over and over again to end ya life I don't understand you told us death is Where it starts not the end but don't Let the dark in the light is best man.. But your torn apart from Memories of the things that Weighed happiness in your heart Centuries of plenty sing they cling To your soul n bring you out the unknown Atleast I've been told.. You're the one who taught me everything I know So why you letting go you forgetting I don't know if I can be alone I'll be froze in snow or maybe Ill dispose of my own miserable existence of a soul Mom this road you've chose just goes To darkness light is disposed So please I plead don't give up if I'm alone Ill be so weak so please listen to me Don't go till god frees Your life do I have to bleed Your the best mom life would be so cold If I lost the only soul that gave a when I Was alone mom please just trust me I know Your true love is gone yes its tough but your Stronger that that so good thoughts Ought to have enough draw for your pain The times you stumble across the walk And fall start to crawl up the hall just to be In a ball.... On the floor crying and screaming God I cant take This This stress anymore Seized up locked joints pain and suffering for sure I'm sorry for your heart The door isn't open any more but like water in the ocean leaking till It bust open with emotion exploding corruptive Corrosion taking pills just hoping for death to Come but your eyes keep opening God is showing you your not ready to go home see so much for us in the trust of the holy So mom don't go please Just stay with us and hold me Like I was in your hands when they were folding Or when you busted my ass in times of scolding Just so you know your right about everything you've told me you've showed me so mom I'm ya baby forever But ill always will be growing promise you'll get better and I can see my momma glowing before the kingdom of heaven opens The gates if I could see that I'd be over joy n Could see that smile now I'm ok your with dad don't give up or feel trialed