Mixed Feelings

Woman after woman, it almost seems thats the story of my life but I can't figure out who's wrong who's right so what do I do, just remain outta sight so here I go again back to the night life I mean I'm done wit the street life beefing wit niggas, dealing wit all the anger strife but as far as my love life I got mixed feelings if I really wanna meet that woman who's gonna hold me tight so in a certain sense I gave up trying to find my wife and because fallin in love is too painful I had to get on another angle because we it comes to love I always became emotionally tangled and some say I'm a angel who speaks the truth so some wanna hang you but now I see why most people are afraid of love, eh I'm wit you, all of the heart brake I faced I don't blame you And right now I guess I'm flying away I'm just in my own zone and in a way, I'm waiting for the Lord to carry me home I feel so alone, and thats because this love thing, ain't what it seems and this is truthfully speaking that thing I once called true love from a woman for some reason I'm just tired of reaching, tired of keeping my word, giving my all and I don't get the same, but who's to blame, It doesn't matter you know what they say mind over matter, so it's time I fly away wit heartbrake because honesty it's hurting me to stay