Mixed Up Rage

I'm pissed off, upset and angry, Still yet, I'll try to explain this rage as my pen begins to dance across the page. But I wonder if someone could tell me how to stop this unwanted, entrapment of emotions. And if you can't see I need a new heart because this ones too wide open but I'm coop'n, steady hope'n that just for a little bit longer I can stand this and yet still pay attention to the blessings in everyday life that I've been handed. And I don't know if you know how this mixed up rage got me think'n real hard about what I did because of what I wanted. You see, It's easier than you think for the mind to be in tangled. In troubled times I scribble bitter rhymes and my mind goes out of the correct order of things. And I just can't brake that hate that rains inside. And No. I don't know if you know that I really shouldn't even be writing this down because I'm abandon as one of the broken hearted that mourn until they can no more. MIXED UP RAGE TLWILLIAMS