Missy, My Immortal Friend

A year has past & my heart aches for my young friend. I was your mentor & I couldn't stop your suicidal end. Missy,you're always in my thoughts & in my prayers. I wish I would have sensed the depths of your despair. My own misery blinded me from seeing a friend's grief. You've always had a positive message for everyone else. Seeing the potential in others & letting no one see it in yourself. I will never forget you,no matter how old & crazy I get. I who sense your angelic heart throughout the internet. You've engraved your love & your memory into my soul. Your passing made me rethink my prime goal. The darkness in my soul & grief hides the light I'm unwilling to show. I wonder how many lifetimes it to for you to learn what you know? You're my guardian angel.My immortal friend. I wonder how many lifetimes it will take to see you again?