Mind Trip

I'm up, I'm down,sometimes I wonder if my mind is sound, I'm sad, I'm angry, never really felt that anyone could love me, I look, I don't see, I close my eyes and wonder should I breathe, I fear, I'm strong, what ib my life could I have done for it to be so wrong, My family, we hurt, where is daddy to put in some of the work, I'm thirsty standing, so why am I dripping wet? My emotions are embedded within so I'll never forget, Its dark, with tears of blood , I'm screaming, shouting out for a little love Its silent, I pray, I'm awaken to a new begining in my mind it plays repeating the ending, I live, I touch,the battle is so hard but I want give up Its a mind over matter and it matters to me my family mean this much