Mental Health

im not mental just a little confused before you start the bullying THINK.i might of been abused you dont know my background your life as been smooth before you start the pity im just as good as you im not being moody im certainly not acting mad i was brought up to be kind the best parents a child could have when i saw darkness you see light i see sorrow and you see joy you see a future and i just plod along i need help mother. its sharp.everythings gone dark. everything seems hopeless and my worlds falling apart like you know, i dont feel. a part of what other people do i need a friend but i wanna be alone too its a cry for help. its not sympathy i crave. theres a big black cloud, on my very worst days. i kick and i scream. fight for all my worth. i hurt the ones that i love best. who have given me the earth yes i have cryed so many tears yes i have lost so many friends caused so much heartache but now iv made amends you should look at me now clean shaven.brand new shoes im now looking to the future it was MIND that helped me through. there is light at the end of the tunnel if you can only reach out. theres people out there to listen to what you need to talk about. so if your out there feeling lonely and your reading these lines muster all your courage and get in touch with MIND. paul dick 2019