Melancholic Inception

Deliver me into my hell,
Load up the shotgun shells.

Save the words I will not hear,
I’ve decided to live in fear.

I’ll bury my pain in these scars,
As the PTSD sets off alarms.

If peace is money, I have no wealth
It’s hard to win a war against yourself.

Sometimes I wish I couldn’t love,
So I could abandon what’s above.

Sanity was banished far before,
I was enlisted in this war.
If peace is money, I’ll always be poor
I can predict the weather, but can’t change the storm.

Bury me beneath my memories,
Suffocate me inside my agony,
This is where I want to be,
This is who I can’t defeat…
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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March 2, 2020 at 2:50 PM
Sobering thoughts from some deep scars, well described Christian...
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