Meant To Do

Quiet Dark Lonely Scared What do I do? I don’t have no one, I don’t got no where So I ask myself again What do I do? Well, what do you do when the place your trapped is your own mind When it’s your own skin that makes you feel confined When your heart is against you When your thoughts aren’t your own Tell me please what am I supposed to do? How do you tell someone what’s going on When you don’t know yourself, or where the old you has gone What do I say when people ask What’s wrong? How are you? Am I supposed to lie, or is it time to unmask Tell me what do I do? I think I’m starting to feel better I think I was just a little under the weather I think this is the time it sticks Maybe for a while I will feel some joy, happiness Isn’t this great? Oh no, time has passed and we’re falling back I really thought I was good, until the fear and anxiety attacked Now we’re going backwards, feels like I’m going back in time I don’t get it, I was good then I wasn’t without any type of sign I’m back to asking, what do I do? It’s time to move onwards with my life, I’m gonna break the cycle this time I think I’ve realized that it’s my life, it’s up to me what I design No more asking, what do I do Now I’m saying this is what to do Now I’m saying this is what I’m meant to do