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MATTIE STEPHANEK SEVEN YEAR OLD DISABLED POET

THE BEAUTY OF BEING 
A POET ANY DISABLED 
SEVEN CAN REACH MANY 
READERS BEING A POET 
ISN'T TAUGHT IN A UNIVERSITY 
IT COMES FROM THE SOUL 
THE HEART AND SOUL OF 
THE SMALLEST HUMAN 
BEINGS TODAY AND EVERYDAY 
I'M INSPRIED BY LITTLE 
MATTIE STEPANEK SEVEN 

YEAR OLD DISABLED POET
WHAT WONDERFUL WORLD
MATTIE DIED AT AGE 13 HE 
WRITTEN SEVERAL BOOKS 
OF POETRY THE TRUE 
DEFINITION OF BRING 
A POET ISN'T TAUGHT IT 
COMES FROM THE SOUL 
ANY SEVEN YEAR COULD 
WRITE BEAUTIFUL POETRY 
SO MANY DISABLED PERSONS 

FEEL.LIMITED WITH WHAT 
SOCIETY SAYS THEY CANNOT 
NOT ACHIEVE I WRITE EVERY 
SINGLE DAY A POEM A VERSE 
REST IN PARIDISE MATTIE 
EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING 
TO SAY DOESN'T LIMITATIONS 
BELIEVE AND YOU CAN ACHIEVE 
DURING SLAVERY AFRICAN 
AMERICANS WERE TORTURED 
FOR READING AN YET THEY 
BECAME BRILLANT MINDS 

IT US VERY IMPORTANT TO 
ENCOURAGE YOUNG POETS 
TO WRITE I WROTE MORE 
POETRY WHILE BLEEDING 
BRAIN INJURED MOST POETS 
BECOME FAMOUS AFTER DEATH 
AFTER MENTAL BREAK DOWNS 
DEPRESSION MENTAL ILLNESS 
IS THE PERFECT TOOL FOR 
JOURNALING CREATING 
POETRY AND SONG TOTALLY 
ABSENT FROM ANY COLLEGE 
CLASSES POETRY IS FROM 

THE SOUL NOT TAUGHT 
OR LEARNED GOD BLESS YOUNG 
MATTIE STEPANEK FOR TEACHING 
SO MANY SCHOLARS HOW 
TO BE A POET YOU JUST WRITE
MY POETRY IS USUALLY ABOUT 
MENTAL ILLNESS PANIC ATTACKS 
DEPRESSION PTSD TRAUMATIC 
BRAIN INJURY DOMESTIC 
VIOLENCE KEEPING MY MIND 
WRITING HELPS ME COPE WITH 
MY PAIN AND SUFFERING 
I WRITE OF LOVE WEARING 

WIRES PREGNANT THINGS 
FAMILIAR TO MY HEALING 
I WAS BASICALLY IN SHOCK 
TO KNOW A COLLEGE STUDENT 
WAS TRYING TO EXTORT MY 
MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL 
SEATED WITH AN ARSON 
MURDERER OBSESSED 
WITH MY DEATH MY BEING 
AN FBI INFORMANT I WROTE 
VERY AFFECTIONATE POEMS 
BEING A MILITARY WIFE TOURING 
GERMANY MY GRANDFATHER 
SERVING IN ROME PROTECTING 
THE ARCH BISHOPS AND PRIEST

I ALSO WROTE ABOUT WEARING 
WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FEDERAL 
BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION 
ARLINGTON HEIGHTS LANGLEY 
THE BUREAU I AM NOT A SCHOLAR 
JUST AN FBI INFORMANT A 
MOTHER A GRAND MOTHER 
A GREAT GRANDMOTHER WHO 
SUFFERED SEVERE MENTAL 
ILLNESS AND KEPT A JOURNAL 
INITIALLY MY POETRY WAS 
NOTHING MORE THAN A MENTAL 
HEALTH JOURNAL IT HELPED ME COPE 

WITH MENTAL ILLNESS I WAS TAUNTED 
HUMILIATED CALLED A RETARD 
I DIDN'T CARE MY 8 CHILDREN WERE 
MY CRITICS THEIR TEACHERS 
LOVED MY POEMS I ALLOWED 
THEM TO READ A FEW FOR CLASS 
PROJECTS THAT WAS IT MY SONS 
TEACHER ENCOURAGED ME TO 
ENTER MY POEM IN THE 
MONTEL WILLIAMS POETRY 
CONTEST 1999 AFTER MY 
NERVOUS BREAK DOWN AT WORK 

ON MACDILL AIRFORCE BASE 
I ENTERED IT BEGAN A FEW 
YEARS LATER GARGANO BEGAN 
STALKING ME SENDING ILLEGAL 
IMMIGRANTS JAMAICAN TALIBAN 
FEMALES TO BREAK INTO MY HOME 
SHOOTING IN MY HOME FINALLY 
ARRIVING WITH A GUNMAN FEARING 
MY SAFETY THE ATTORNEY GENERAL 
CHARLIE CRIST SAVED MY LIFE 
GARGANO THEN IGNITED A CAR 
BOMB IN MY FACE RESULTING IN 
SEVERE INJURIES BUT GOD IS SO 

GOOD I CONTINUED WRITING 
BROKEN GRAMMER OFF WORDS 
MISSPELLED I REMAINED INSPIRED 
BY MATTIE THE SEVEN YEAR OLD 
WHO SAID ANYONE COULD BE 
A POET EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING 
TO SAY SO I WROTE ABOUT GROWING 
UP IN CHICAGO BEING BORN AT 
HOME DURING A CIVIL RIGHTS RIOT 
I WROTE OF GROWING UP ON MAXWELL 
STREET JEW TOWN CHICAGO HOME 
OF THE BLUES SWEET HOME CHICAGO 
HOWEVER I WAS ASHAMED BECAUSE 
PARTIAL BLINDNESS FROM A CRUSHED 
EYE SOCKET I COULDN'T EVEN EDIT 
THEN I JUST WROTE LIKE A CRAZY 
PERSON TYPING WITH ONE FINGER 
BECAUSE MY HAND WAS CRUSHED 
IN THE CAR CRASH DETERMINED YES

IT JUST FELT GOOD JOURNALING 
I WROTE OF MY LIFE EXPERIENCES 
BEING A MILITARY WIFE STATIONED 
IN GERMANY WORKING FOR USAF AS 
A DAYCARE TEACHERS READING TO 
HUNDREDS OF CHILDRENS ALL SPEAKING 
DIFFERENT LANGUAGES LIVING IN 
EUROPE INSPIRED ME TO WRITER 
CHILDRENS BOOKS FOLKLORES I 
LIVE IN MUNICH GERMANY TOY TOWN 
CHRISTMAS TOY THE TOWN OF THOMAS 
MANN MY MIND SOARED I WROTE OF 
FRAUENKIRCHE OUR LADY OF MUNICH 
WHERE I MET CARDINAL RATZINGER 
WHERE THE FAMOUS TELSFELSTRICT 
THE FOOT PRINT OF THE DEVIL WAS LEFT
WHEN LOCAL LORES SAYS VON POLLEN  
WAS APPROACHED BY SATAN 
TO CLOSE OFF THE NAVE INSTEAD 
OF HAVING WINDOWS I ADORED 
MUNICH MARIANPLATZ A TOWN 

DEDICATED TO MOTHER MARY TOURING 
EUROPE ITALY MY GRANDFATHER 
SERVIVING IN ROME PROTECTING 
THE PRIEST I AM NO SCHOLAR WORKING 
FOR THE USAF BEING A MILITARY WIFE 
YOU LEARN TO APPECIATE MANY CULTURES 
I WROTE OF MEETING CICELY TYSON 
DURING HER DEBUT FOR THE MOVIE 
SOUNDER SHE VISITED MY 3RD GRADE 
CLASS YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL 
INSPIRE YOU MY WRITING WAS AND 
STILL IS UNCONTROLLABLE ITS PART 
OF MY DISABILITY UNCONTROLLABLE 
WRITING TRIGGERED BY MY
 
UNCONTROLLABLE NEED TO READ 
EVERY LICENSE PLATES IN MY MIND 
THESE ARE THREATS MESSAGES FROM 
MY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT 
FOR THE FBI I SUFFERED A COMPLETE 
MENTAL BREAK CHRONIC PTSD ANXIETY 
PANIC DEPRESSIONS SUICIDAL 
THOUGHTS CREEP IN ONCE THE 
WRITING STOPS YOU MIND CAN'T 
TAKE THE SILENCE AS WITH VIRGINIA 
WOOLF HER VERY BEST WRITING WAS 
FROM A MENTAL HOSPITAL PLAGUED 
WITH DEPRESSION MENTAL ILLNESS 
AND UNCONTROLLABLE WRITING 
RESULTED IN HER TO PUT STONES 
IN HER POCKETS AND WALK

OUT INTO THE LAKE HAVING 
A MENTAL ILLNESS OF THE MIND 
THAT CAUSES UNCONTROLLABLE 
WRITING ESCALATED FOR ME ONCE 
MY BRAIN WAS BROKEN BY TRAUMATIC 
BRAIN INJURY THE BRAIN DESPERATE 
TO STAY ALIVE IT SENDS A CHEMICAL 
IMBALANCE CAUSING UNCONTROLLABLE 
WRITING ALL DAY JOURNALING 
BECOMES A MEDICAL NEED I WAS 
TAUNTED TEASED BROKEN MESSEGES 
IF YOU ONLY HAD A BRAIN MY WRITING 
IS FOR COPING HEALING SURVIVING 
MENTAL ILLNESS BEING EMOTIONALLY 
CRIPPLED UNABLE TO BE IN CROWDS 

OR TO CROSS A STREET CAUSED ME 
GREAT STRESS IT WAS TRULY A BLESSING 
THAT I HAD WRITTEN MY LIFE EXPERIENCES 
TRAVELING TO EUROPE STATIONED IN 
GERMANY THE CULTURE OF THOMAS MANN
NO I'M NO SCHOLAR I CAN'T STAND UP 
IN A CROWD AND READ MY WORK 
ANXIETY PANIC ATTACKS HEART ATTACK 
MY WRITING IS FOR HEALING PTSD 
SOOTHING PANIC ATTACKS COMFORTING 
TRAUMATIC EVENTS QUIETING 
THE VOICES THE HEART BEATS THE 
CONVERSATIONS WIRE TAPS STRAPPED 
TO MY WOMB THIS SENT ME INTO 
A SUICIDAL STATE SPIRITUAL WONDERING
WHAT DAMAGES WAS DONE TO MY 

FETUS BEGGING GODS FORGIVENESS 
BEGGING GOD TO ALLOW ME TO KILL 
MYSELF AND GO TO HEAVEN SHOCKING 
MY BROKEN BRAIN SIGNALED ME TO 
WRITE UNCONTROLLABLE WRITING 
MY MENTAL ILLNESS LEFT ME WRITING 
CONSTANTLY UNCONTROLLABLE WRITING 
BECAUSE I WASN'T A SCHOLAR  
JUST A RETARD WRITING ABOUT 
PANIC ATTACKS HEADACHES BRAIN 
INJURY DOMESTIC VIOLENCE 
WEARING WIRES PREGNANT MY CHILDREN 
HEARING MY FETUS HEART BEATS 
I WROTE ABOUT BEING MENTALLY 

CRIPPLED THE RETARDED POET 
FROM CHICAGO FBI INFORMANT 
IN HIDING MAROON DRAPES 
PANIC ATTACKS IN FLORIDA WITH 
A BRUISED BRAIN I NEVER FORGOT 
WHO I WAS WRITING FOR MY 
CHILDREN GRAND WRITING 
TO SAVE MY BRAIN FROM DYING 
I WAS THE RETARDED POET 
FROM CHICAGO MAXWELL STREET 
SOUTH WATER MARKET CLINICALLY 
DEPRESSED SUICIDAL WRITING THE BLUES 
MY OWN KIND OF BLUES RETARDED 
POET FROM CHICAGO JEW TOWN 
THE VILLAGE I AM COMPLETELY ADORED 
THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME THE GIFT 
OF WRITING BLESSINGS EDITING 
YOUR WORK IS MUCH EASIER NOW 
WITH TECHNOLOGY TODAY GRAMMER 
CORRECTING DIFFERENT LANGUAGES 

HOWEVER I STILL KNOW I AM 
A RETARDED POET AND THAT'S 
OKAY MY POETRY IS NOT SCHOLAR 
MATERIAL THEY ARE A MENTAL 
HEALTH JOURNAL JUST POEMS 
I WROTE WHILE HELPING MY KIDS 
WITH THEIR HOME WORK THEY 
ARE TEACHERS ARCHITECTS 
STEM AERO SPACE ENGINEERS
GIFTED GENUSIS HONOR SOCIETY
ARMY AIRFORCE DRONE PILOTS
THERAPIST I'M SO BLESSED 
I AM BEAUTIFUL I AM BROKEN
I AM BLESSED I AM ME I AM
A RETARDED AMERICAN POET 

GOD BLESS AMERICA 
I AM LIVING PROOF THAT 
ANY RETARD COULD 
TRULY BE A POET 

USA

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