Matters of the Heart

Edge of reality ain't no future here
This strange feeling like I never felt before
I have punched the boy out of this Man
But it ain't the same here and now
My world has no sense
I a compliant soul to all  my fear
These demons they won't let go
I felt so down these last few weeks
The bratrayel by two I thought cared
But in essence the fault was mine
My struggle to make sense of the statement
A man and woman are good friends
When the woman is my wife
Seems weird but also there has always been insecurities in my life
So maybe 
But not to be honest about a trip to another state
Just don't seem right
I know I've caused a lot of the trauma
But what did I do to deserve this.
It's a thought that manifest and corrupts all of me
Waking hours have gotten so earlier now
I've written more to process this revelation
Am I the only one alone in this hurt?
Is this concern more then I see
She says no and yet I feel yes.
Matters of the heart make no sense in my reality.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023


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