Master of My Masquerade

I found my fortune without any fame. But I still couldn't take this mask off my face. Because there is this place where I shared so much pain. When we were filled with doubt and low on faith. That's why I no longer want to come out and play, those two faced games that they like to play. Because I just want them to stay the hell away. But now I know things could be much worse. Thank God Im not the same way as them, but I guess I will always have to be the master of my own masquerade. I pray to Jesus and to an angel that's the guardian of my faith. Whenever I get pushed to the very edge, I guess I forgot to pray. But Jesus and my angel always keep me safe. I tried to jump the fence just so I could kiss my mothers face. But then through the dark passages of my own regrets. Now I see how I must learn how to forgive myself for all my mistakes that I made.