~masochist Mind~

Expunged upon each breath,
freezing accusations
sealed your lips,
and like a snare, retribution
closed its choking grip.

I had seen the flush of blush
upon each cheek,
when casual touch
lingered just a little too much,
for what is flirtation
but prelude to conquest,
with me a discarded after-thought.

Excuses like autumn leaves,
twisted in my maelstrom,
they were nothing
but a future medium
for growing better lies,

and I gather shining images,
spliced together with fantasy,
projecting this movie
onto the blankness of my fears.

Coincidence brings coffee to a table,
over-sweetened with honey words
and schoolgirl-like smiles,

this innocent rendezvous
that taints my blue sky,
is nothing but a grey cloud
of twisted imagination,

and self-flagellation.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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October 9, 2009 at 3:10 AM
Colin, congratulations on making the first round of the contest...Raul
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September 27, 2009 at 12:08 PM
nicley penned, very vivid write, congrats on the featured work
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September 26, 2009 at 11:31 AM
PS--Congratulations on making it through the first round in the contest. Good luck in the finals! Karen
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September 25, 2009 at 4:21 PM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week >> James
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September 24, 2009 at 2:05 PM
Interesting poem for the reader to delve into. Congratulations on having it featured. Wishing you continued success with your writing. Karen
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September 24, 2009 at 12:46 PM
Colin, congrats on being featured this week...Raul
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September 24, 2009 at 12:05 PM
Congratulations on your poem making it through the first round.Wishing you the best in the finals Colin. Love, Carol
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September 24, 2009 at 7:40 AM
Dear Colin,Congatulations on this well derserved feature of the week. Lainie
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September 24, 2009 at 4:35 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved poetry being featured this week Colin. Love, Carol
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January 5, 2009 at 10:33 AM
You do have a way with words and metophor, this keeps your interest all the way through. Takes me back to High School and the games people play, well said, just the inner thoughts when dating, mostly the boys but not so much anymore. Thanks for sharing. Judy Ril;ey
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January 5, 2009 at 8:59 AM
Welcome to PoetrySoup Colin. I look forward to reading more of your excellent poetry. Love, Carol
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