Make sure it was not in vain

Pain
Tears
Hope
And desperation

An emotional piece of rag
That's what I've become

Tears splash down on my books
I smear my neatly written 
physics notes

Down on my table
I put my head slowly

I hear those little voices
"You can do better", they say
"But how do I get 
myself out of this mess?" I ask

The voices don't answer back

Screaming inside
I let out a meek little sigh

Again, 
trying to swim against
the rough sea of agony,
my voice seething in anger,
I call,
"Care to answer back?"

Then oh,
I see my carefree, 
careless self 
look at me in wonder.

She calls out teasingly
"Is this really you? 
My girl has become serious" 

Breaking the restraint, 
my lips twitch
revealing that little smile
dancing on my lips.

You see,
I do love this life of mine;
a bittersweet delight

Dreams, 
little rays of hope,
tearstained pages 
of those
tiresome physics problems
call me
to make sure
all of it
was not in vain
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Agustin Avatar
March 27, 2025 at 8:42 AM
I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Maryam Avatar
April 27, 2025 at 5:59 PM
thank you. I invite you to look into Islam as well
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