Magnanimous Man My Papa Ha

Magnanimous Man My Papa – Ha! Flagrant red hot poker rage lacerated upon the head of this sole male offspring, sans he who did help to sire me, his vitriolic baggage inflicted like graped shot, and deployed barrage also akin to inflicting searing, menacing, and branding iron wrath left indelible psychological blockage insufferable emotional constipation, wrought wretched state of human bondage resultant outcome witnessed breakage of spirit, when hateful scathing verbal damage invoked, exploded, and bombed mine psyche, especially during mein late adolescent, and into latter adult stage, particularly cuz this anxiety riddled Harris exhibited no ambition to earn a living wage, nor maximize on any inherent strengths thus this then much younger body electric oscillated with zero voltaic amperage, which family of origin assemblage dynamic ratched tension nsync on par with hotly contesting arbitrage additionally compounded by indifference toward parents, a disadvantage living under their same roof, mama's and papa's patience wore thin, second progeny they did disparage punctuated with ultimatums toward me, which did nothing to assuage intolerable passive resistance stance, thus expletive laced "midnight lectures" dosage occurred a bajillion times per week on average annihilating my self esteem, wherein this native son felt less worthy than bacteriophage analogous to useless atrophied appendage yours truly emotional detachment heck, I may as well have been ice sill hated in Anchorage, cuz me negligible care and/or concern amplified palpable uneasiness, a drainage in tandem with estrangement fueled umbrage.