Mad Enough Too Scream Sad Enough Too Tear

Sat here again screwing over what I’ve lost Mad enough too scream sad enough too tear Inside I’m annoyed heartbroken and cross as of the point of no return I’m well clear I was in a place isolated in pain Comfy in a social group to then stray those faces consistent in my life never changed but the friendships they represented went strange When I was needing and weak labelled pathetic attention seek after their broken legs and heads lost from reality for years I’d been looking outwardly but I didn’t see it come back too me It was all about them and I’d been naive aiding self centred, I learnt when I needed saving hypocrites judging any wrong in how I was behaving telling their opinions spread too see me then cave in Refusing to acknowledge my situation they were selfish but telling everyone put eyes on me and suddenly they’re selfless It was all about reputation not friendship those whom I befriended left me friendless So I’m sat here again chewing over what I lost mad enough too scream sad enough too tear Inside I’m confused heartbroken and lost mad enough too scream sad enough too tear