Lust

My heart and soul aches for you so much My mind and body longs so bad for your touch Most days I'm fine when I'm not making myself crazy and insane I may love easily but to you my love was never given in vain Then there are those moments when all I seem to do is pretend It seems that my heart has never been able to mend It an everlasting endless pain that never ends I'm in love with you so much that it hurts so bad inside I can't wish this away again, from what I feel for you I just can't hide Believe me when I tell you letting you go I've tried I've done everything I know to do in every way but my emotions will not subside I realize and accept that to my feelings I now must abide What I feel so deeply for you is far more than just making time I have my moments now where I feel as I have done some kind of horrible crime And truth be told I did when I kept walking away Didn't look back nor did I say the words I needed to say Losing you forever maybe the price I have to continue to pay I don't know for sure if ever you will come back to me Guess there are some things that until the time comes will just have to remain a mystery But I think long before we actually met the ties between us were already bound Our hearts beat together as one and when we are with the other it's the only sound Our souls are destined to each other that will not change No matter where our minds may take us or how are bodies will age I fall more and more in love with you each second wrapped in moments of everyday Here and now there's just one thing left for me to say I'm so sorry if on your life I keep right on intruding I need you to know and hope you will understand I'm not doing it to be crude I lady will do what she feels she must When she completely knows good and damn well she's not being driven only by lust