Love Me Past the Pain

Lord I come to you in prayer at this moment You already know what I need but you need me to ask anyway So I come to you, I come to you as your willing and humble servant I'm here to ask you God. Please love me, love me past the pain The pain of the childhood abuse that I just can't seem to let go of God please give me the strength to let go and be free Please soften my heart for the mother who let it happen Love me past this pain so I can be the man Your Word said I'm supposed to be For any sin I committed, knowingly or unknowingly, I ask you to forgive me Forgive me as I ask for help in forgiving those who have sinned against me Please lift this weight off my heart, O Father God That will allow me to the Christian man you have called me to be Father I need help to get rid of this hatred within my soul For Your Word says to strip off every weight that hinders us And I realize that I can't do it without you Father For you are truly the only one that can make me whole Sometimes I feel that life is too much for me too bear And I feel as though I'm outta my mind and going insane But you Father God are always there to let me know that you and you alone Are the only one that can love me past the pain Father help me to let go of a childhood lost forever Help me forget those cries for help that went out in vain You are the one that can look into my eyes and see the windows to my soul And I see through teary eyes that only you can love me past the pain Help me let go of the anger I have for those who turned their backs on me For I now know that they couldn't help me because they are not you Please God, help me to be the person you have anointed me to be I come to you for guidance when I don't know what to do Your Word says that you will never leave nor forsake me And that all I have to do is bring my cares and worries to you So I bring them to you now, help me Father, with this burden You're the one I come to when I don't know what to do I thank you Father for listening to my cries For I know when I pray it's never in vain I usually don't take the time to thank you But now I say thank you Father, thank you for loving me past the pain