Love Me Or Love Me Not

I let Love walk right out of my life Simply, because I thought that I would be better off with out. I felt that Love did not feel the same anymore. The fairytale ended and I ran for cover. I felt as though I did not understand Love and Love did not understand me. Instead of, being beautiful, tender, and happy. It became painful, harsh and oh so cold. Love and I forgot how to communicate so things ended disastrously. I thought it would be easy to move on a find a new type of Love to Love me. It turns out that I walked away from the best Love of my life and since Love and I went our separate ways nothing feels right. I cannot even Love any one else. I do not even want to. I had it all and threw it all away. Now there is a void in my life that seems to be impossible to fill. Worst of all Love does not Love me anymore. Here I am loveless with myself to blame for the role that I played in this reality movie of Love me of Love me not