Love Aborted

Somewhere deep inside me, grew unknowingly a tiny love seed I do not recollect how long it stayed within me, without any heed It made me restless; it made me delight with its cute petite feet No wonder why my heart failed to count its faster growing beat I shall now not bare any heavy old reminiscences Neither shall I now allowed to dream out of fences I shall not climb up and down the ladder of hopes I should not even take now bumpy paths of content loops When it will grow out of me and become one of me I will touch the sky and stop the wind to let the whole world see Haven’t I always believed in my unsorted dreams? Haven’t I told you that one day it will beam? My restless mind tried though enough attempts to wake me up To let me know, to understand that I have dreamt enough The seed which is growing inside has no name, no future No one to accept it, no identity and no one care taker How foolish of me, I did not think what would happen later When this tiny seed will grow and make my heart lighter In the world where one sided love has no single stand And where one stands alone with shaky praying hand Oh! My love I can not give you pain to survive later I am unable to give you life, that I afraid to suffer further It is the time when I abort you inside my heart You die peacefully within me and let me be alive!