Lost Love Lost Life

Do I hold any value to you? Cause you are a million dollar bill Guess it all depends on the world view Truth is im ill Paper can be so light Life has set us apart I'm in its left hand while you're its right Know you're still in my heart You still make my broken clock tick Get in my head Your that chick Otherwise im brain dead Truth is you deserve the best Go and do what I cannot I'm failing gods test Just use my strength I forgot 10 bucks to anyone who understands it ;) Edit - 8/9/14 I'm gonna just say the meaning behind it line by line since no one gets it, haha. Am I worth anything to this girl, she is everything to me. But then again that depends on how society views us two individually since most peoples standards of the opposite sex is also determined alot by social status. I have issues. Paper ( money ) can be light and fragile. but people would really take care of a million dollar bill if it existed. aka the girl Weve been apart. Im in a totally different state of mind and life then she is now. But she is still in my heart. Shes still the one i think about. Am I still what she does?. I need her help to escape my issues. However I understand why were apart and you deserve the best. Do life at its best cause the girl really is an achiever and a great girl. Im failing but you should continue to succeed.