Lost Love

I think of you day in and day out You’re in the music I hear, the books I read Oh love, you’ve imprinted your soul on mine I’ve been a bad person, trying to swish life up Trying to fall for another, try, try, try, With all my might, I wished I could will it But you’re there all along, refusing to leave my heart You’re miles away, never thinking of me, forgetting me I pine for you in vain, I cut the string that tied us, hence it is only right I suffer I regret it, the childish mistakes of a first love If only I got to see you, to rectify, to love you truly A chance, and I’d grab it with both hands I know you probably think of me with distaste A dreg in the now finished tea, a bad tea at that I miss you terribly, I just want you with me Perhaps, it is not forever, but if that moment ever arrives, I know I’ll cherish that moment forever