Lost In the Masquerade of Love- Please Remember Me

Will you please remember me... as you go about your life Or... as I often wonder was I ever really felt within your heart? Your love...had me suspended - held captive like a stranger in my own mind Even though-I never meant to leave you... how could I have stayed when you turned our love into such a masquarade? How would we - have ever been able to stay in that kind of love? How could we - have made any of our dreams come true? Now... All the hopes and dreams I thought we shared are memories tucked away -tucked way down deep inside my heart locked away in a watery grave of unshed tears And so... If you ever remember me - I hope there are a few good times you can look back on because - I really did care I guess the question is... did You? What was it...that was cast so cruelly upon our fate? We were never really very good together But... I was afraid to say goodbye -even though you betrayed me so You still... dawdle around in the recesses of my mind -like crazy little cyclones spinning round - drenching my heart with droplets of liquid tears leaving me... with the sad memory of a love that only I had for you - Not you for me A love that was never meant to be And still... even though we're miles apart I cry out... "Please - stop cluttering up my heart"! Now- as you travel on in your life... will you please take a bit of me with you. because I never wanted to leave you Yet - I could see no other way because... I was so lost in the masquarade of your love ______________________________________________