Lost In a Daze

I am a non smoking individual Yet it always seems like I'm trapped in the smoking section whenever I try to dream big I get slam down and surrounded by fog before I can even reach A positive destination Maybe this is god's way of telling me that I have to fight Bad thoughts fill my head Almost every night and it's seem like I'll never see the light through the smoke These obstacles hurt my heart I feel like the negative energy will never cease In this smoken daze I can barely get to my feet their is no map Nobody I can ask for help Because everyone seems perfectly content with this toxic All I've ever wanted was to emerge So though the clouds are thick and my eyes keep watering I purge through this hell because I know I deserve better