Lost

I can feel it coming back,
That feeling I always dread.
It gives me an anxiety attack,
And now it's back in my head.
I needed your last hug,
your last kiss.
You were my anti-drug,
And i'm horrible at this.

I didn't mean all the words that i said.
What's said is done though.
All those thoughts continue flowing through my head.
But I can't let go..
That feeling i have deep down inside.
I love you and
I lied.

Your not pathetic,
I was just mad
I seemed Apathetic, and
Mad that i could have lost something I never really had.
You won't take me back and i know that.
Just know your all that i have, well had.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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May 7, 2016 at 2:19 AM
BREE D, this is an awesome poem, thank you for sharing. *SKAT*
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April 29, 2016 at 10:51 PM
Bree, Well done. Glad to read your poem today. :) Love -LINDA-
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