Losing Control

I’m almost losing control Almost... if only I could allow it So much thoughts lost and untold So much strength derive from once so weak And I want to be weak... if only I could Why have I forgotten I can grow stronger? Is it not strange... how we behave like we should? Taught to accept no less unless a perfected order I am tired of survival Because I know it’s something so made up to do I never felt what we need is essential Because it’s so easily replaceable with future inventions for you And I think I almost got it... the root The source of all my problems from being in control It is something never to understand but understood That never life for the surviving life to unfold Almost... because there is no need to allow it A willful moment losing that unrealized control Am I to understand what thoughts will not speak? Perhaps of words be truthful if left untold ................................ Genre: Self Song: Straight To The Heart by Sina Vodjan