Looking For a Solution

Looking For A Solution.... So many questions fill my mind adding to my confusion This fixed smile upon my face is purely an illusion I have so many things running through my thoughts I feel delusion And I'm finding it a strain to choose one and find a solution..... Maybe if I sit and think quietly I will stop the confusion And if I take the time my smile won't feel like an illusion But though I sit quiet and think it's turmoil, I feel delusion And I just don't seem able to choose one to find a solution..... Feeling mixed up with my emotions today total confusion My smile's not real, it's there but fixed, it's an illusion Nothings making any real sense it's just feeding my delusion I'm searching very hard to choose one thing to find a solution..... Mind is racing thoughts at me today in total confusion Smile is fading fast, holding on to it, sending an illusion Just cant fathom out my thoughts today feeling delusion I know it's not going to be easy for me to find any solution..... Jane Shield