Sami Larose Poet Verse

Loathing

Loathing

By: Sami LaRose

5/01/12


When I think of you
I try not to think I hate.
You used to be, 
My only kind if escape
But as time went along 
The song in our heats went on 
And to you needed me no longer 
I tried to remain sane,
I tried to be stronger 
But resisting you was impossible 
So I  continued to slip and spiral downward;
Until I finally hit the ground 
My skull cracked open
There was blood all
Over the floor
But I could not feel anything anymore;
The thought of you
Drove me insane
It made me question 
That I could have a disease inside my brain
As the ambulance came rushing
My blood was a' gushing
With the memories of us.
I began crying 
Because what I had been waiting for came true
As all the thoughts 
Of us
Gushed out into the 
Pool of blood.
Finally free I thought to myself
But at what risk?
I couldn't let him hurt 
Anyone else like this
From that day on
I made a promise 
To myself to stay strong 
And if I ever lost
The song inside my
My heart again
Id okay this video on repeat
To remind me
How fast a life can end in defeat

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