Loathing
Loathing
By: Sami LaRose
5/01/12
When I think of you
I try not to think I hate.
You used to be,
My only kind if escape
But as time went along
The song in our heats went on
And to you needed me no longer
I tried to remain sane,
I tried to be stronger
But resisting you was impossible
So I continued to slip and spiral downward;
Until I finally hit the ground
My skull cracked open
There was blood all
Over the floor
But I could not feel anything anymore;
The thought of you
Drove me insane
It made me question
That I could have a disease inside my brain
As the ambulance came rushing
My blood was a' gushing
With the memories of us.
I began crying
Because what I had been waiting for came true
As all the thoughts
Of us
Gushed out into the
Pool of blood.
Finally free I thought to myself
But at what risk?
I couldn't let him hurt
Anyone else like this
From that day on
I made a promise
To myself to stay strong
And if I ever lost
The song inside my
My heart again
Id okay this video on repeat
To remind me
How fast a life can end in defeat
Copyright © Sami Larose | Year Posted 2013
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