Living On the Edge

Never be happy , cause it all will go wrong As soon as your smiling down comes the bomb Dont believe in anyone or give them your heart As soon as you do they will tear it apart Forgotten how to relax ... or is it forgotten to be me? Why cant the others stand up and see? Do you deserve this treatment? you say Can you believe in a sunnier day? Why do i let him kill the person i am? He does it now because he knows he can My insides in a knot , long to be free does he even love me for me? I have no voice have a soundless cry Sometimes i think my soul will die Leaving my body walking around Living and talking, making no real sound My presence is nothing my essence is gone And still he pretends he can do no wrong.