Living On Bed Terms

I can't sleep because of you your on the couch rebelling against my rules we can't stand each other at this point and I'm fighting the choice to choose what I really want because I don't know want I want I thought I loved you So why does it hurt? I don't want to want you But I can't seem to close my eyes without your body next to mines I hate that you won't compromise Your tired of all my wining I feel like pulling my hair out lord is this a sign? Why doesn't he care that I'm crying? I hate this feeling of living on bad terms. We used to be on the same team but now were on different turfs. I wish I could could reach my sanity right now because maybe than I could find who I use to love. But he doesn't seem to exist anymore. Is love really like this is it all meant to fall apart?