Lines For a Female Psychiatrist

Lines for a Female Psychiatrist
 

Perhaps when I’m better I’ll discover
you aren’t married, after all,
and I should be better by Spring.

On that day I’ll walk
down Michigan Avenue
and up again along the Lake,
my back to the wind, facing you,
my black raincoat buttoned to the neck,
my collar a castle wall
around my crew cut growing in.

Do you remember the first hour?
I sat there unshaven,
a Martian drummed from his planet,
ordered never to return.

With your legs crossed, 
you smoked the longest cigarette
and blinked like a child when I said,
“I’m distracted by your knee.”

The first six months you smoked
four cigarettes a session
as I prayed out my litany of escapades,
each detail etched perfectly in place.

The day we finally changed chairs 
and I became the patient 
and you the doctor,
you knew that I didn’t know
where I had been, 
where I was then,
and even though my hair 
had begun to grow in
how far I'd have to go 
before I could begin. 


Donal Mahoney
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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April 14, 2010 at 1:35 PM
Nice one a very intresting write. P.D.
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