Life Preserver

Escaping the depths of the murky lake,
leg-kicking upward in frantic haste,
arms grasp for purchase
in what surely will be my watery grave.
Head breaks the surface,
lungs gulp for precious air,
burning, aching subsides,
drown-panic-dying moment passes.
Another failed attempt by me
to prove I am not aqua phobic.
So reminiscent of our years together
as I flail in the waters of regret
for sticking with you
for better or worse – mostly worse,
suffocating from my fear of you.
You stand on the shore 
of Lake Verbal Abuse
while I flounder
in the depths of inadequacy,
never doing enough to please you.
I don my mental life vest,
swimming away from your cruel intentions.
Embracing the water’s cool surface,
its buoyancy, its life-giving waves,
I float my way to freedom —
if only in my mind.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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May 10, 2023 at 5:45 AM
I'm pretty sure "for better or for worse" does not encompass abuse, Cindy. I love the metaphor yet it saddens me to think of a woman "sticking" with someone who abuses her. Happy Mother's Day.
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May 10, 2023 at 7:31 PM
You are correct. For better or for worse does not mean being a doormat. Freedom tastes so sweet! Thank you for the comment and the Mother's Day wishes.
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