Letter To My Beloved Celine

Honestly, I wasn't fine, I told a lie. I knew you won't stand the veracious Of my suffering, that's why I lied. Many lies I've told; I said that I'm placid and cool, when I'm far from good. All that I told you was "having a wondrous night sleep" when I hardly take a nap. All my smiles and outer feelings were big disguise. I couldn't tell you any of them- knowing you Won't stand the chance of seeing my wrecked heart tearing apart before you. I love the memories we shared, so I wouldn't let A dim blacken a bit of it. I'm enchant soul you couldn't see me bleeding I didn't plan to leave you this way because, the life I promised you was as luxury as Nua's garden But sorry I had to go. Dear Celine, recent me as far as you could because to you I have done many wrongs, but Have a miraculous and transcendent moments with our babies. Please bear with me my beloved Celine.