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Leave a message because I don't have the energy today I need to clear my head and try to keep some memories away I'm feeling low today because of my bipolar moods Leave a message and I'll get back to you I need some time alone to get my mind right Call me selfish now, But maybe you'll understand in Hindsight My anger makes me want to throw the clock off the wall because time flies I put my truth to the front while the rest of you hide behind lies If you listen carefully there's some logic you can hear in my madness I don't take medication for my mental health because I fear being an addict Doctors just give you a prescription and allow you to get addicted My bipolar leaves for a while, but I'm always waiting for it's next visit Depression is around more often he's basically a roommates Anxiety and bipolar are there too, so I don't have much room space Demons whispering, telling me I'm useless I'm 5 years free from self-harm, but anytime I see a blade, Depression tells me to use it I've got all of this to deal with, so I don't want to go out much People judge mental illness and don't really care about us So call me weak, Selfish, or whatever because I'll fight till the end When I spend time alone, it means I'm trying my best to cope and mend You won't get through to me today as my phone will be turned off Weight of the world on my shoulders that I need to burn off Hoping to exercise my demons and wear them out I can't deal with people today, as my own peace of mind is what I care about Leave a message because I don't have the energy today I need to clear my head and try to keep some memories away I'm feeling low today because of my bipolar moods Leave a message and I'll get back to you