Lately

Lately when I tell a joke to a friend, they take it the wrong way. It is because of what I say? Lately I feel like my friend isn't really my friend But isn't a friend suppose to be a friend to the end Lately it seems that everything I say is misunderstood I can change what I say, I really could Lately the people who I care about are pulling away from me Is it because I've changed how I use to be? Lately I have tried to be someone who I can come to love Trying to become the person my children can be proud of Lately I've been thinking that maybe this change isn't so right I thought change would change my actions that were once so trite