Late Night Overthinker Heart

“It’s me against my own self Fighting my own battles The pieces of my heart still rattle, Even when everything outside is quiet Still something is ongoing inside me Like a never ending riot, When some part of me says I can do a lot with my life At the same the other says it’s better to give up Because it’s not so good to be alive, May I look like world’s happiest person outside But there is a lot hidden from this world inside, Sick from this pointless societal morality Music has always been my great escape from the reality, The words of people penetrating deep inside my heart But still my tears form the most beautiful art, Sometimes {mostly every time} it feels like I’m a experiment continuously put through tests Where I’m still doing worse than rest, I just want to go far-far away from this place Where I don’t need to regret my mistakes Lost somewhere in the space Where I don’t feel like disgrace Somewhere, where I am embraced, It’s me against my own self Tired of fighting my own battles But the pieces of my heart still rattle…..” -------WHITE HUNTER