Last Words Part 2

All I see is red. I only see the pool of blood next to you. I never meant for what had happened. I never meant to play the game. I made you believe in us. I lead you to believe that I love you. I told you no one else loves you. I slowly asked you to change little things about yourself. I thought I could make you into the perfect lover. I thought if I could make you into who I wanted you to be, we will both be happy. I will have my perfect lover and you will have me. Things slowly got intense. I knew you were close to pushing the button for the end. I never thought you will actually put an end to everything. I thought this was just one of your little temper tantrums. I thought if I leave; it will teach you to stop throwing the temper tantrums. I thought you will just say you’re sorry and I could go back to building myself the perfect lover. I was wrong. You could not’t handle the way your life had become. I’m sorry. I should have seen the signs. I wish there was something I could say. I know that no matter what I say now it does not’t matter, you are gone. The end has come. I don’t know if this is any conciliation to you, but I’m having a hard time getting on with my life without you. I guess what I’m trying to say is, that for once I will do the right thing. I will show you now all the love I never showed you. BANG.