Celiann Lowman Poet I do not know?

Last Words Part 2

All I see is red. I only see the pool of blood next to you. I never meant for what had 
happened. I never meant to play the game. I made you believe in us. I lead you to 
believe that I love you. I told you no one else loves you. I slowly asked you to 
change little things about yourself. I thought I could make you into the perfect 
lover. I thought if I could make you into who I wanted you to be, we will both be 
happy. I will have my perfect lover and you will have me. Things slowly got 
intense. I knew you were close to pushing the button for the end. I never thought 
you will actually put an end to everything. I thought this was just one of your little 
temper tantrums. I thought if I leave; it will teach you to stop throwing the temper 
tantrums. I thought you will just say you’re sorry and I could go back to building 
myself the perfect lover. I was wrong. You could not’t handle the way your life had 
become. I’m sorry. I should have seen the signs. I wish there was something I 
could say. I know that no matter what I say now it does not’t matter, you are gone. 
The end has come. I don’t know if this is any conciliation to you, but I’m having a 
hard time getting on with my life without you. I guess what I’m trying to say is, that 
for once I will do the right thing. I will show you now all the love I never showed 
you. BANG.

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