Large Darkness
Large Darkness
I was very depressed in my teens after things happened
It was the incident with the big fat monster and her oven bun
She wanted the bun and not to put it in the bin
She was very much alone with her bad diet and bun
Why did I get drawn into that life changing situation?
I was very easily led and equally inexperienced
It was the worst thing to happen to me in my teens
I moved on and learned to live with the darkness
I knew it damaged my mind by trauma and shock
My short term memory was irrevocably damaged
I should’ve met a nice lovely lady but life ed me over
Music got me thru the depression and suicidal moods
I never had the nerve to take my own life
I couldn’t focus in work and my enemies targeted me
I was actually grateful for the car crash ending my job
Isn’t that an awful thing to say but it was so true
It was a new start and I could finally move on in all areas
Looking back I realise it was very bad but a limited thing
Other people have to cope with much worse than that
But I lived my life and not theirs’ so screw them
Incident Report 74399 2020
JIMMY BOOM SEMTEX
Copyright © Nick Armbrister Jimmy Boom Semtex | Year Posted 2021
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