Lab Rat

It hurts, most days
to think myself 
broken and weird 

It hurt to be told I needed to be fixed
To be analyzed as a mouse in a science experiment 

Something is wrong

With you


What a shame 

Shame 

Shame

Shame on you 

Don't you feel any shame?

Call it nature, to be curious 

The studied call it torture 


Do you know what it feels like?

Before then, I felt really good most days

I never look in the mirror

It hurts too much 

Stop.

It hurts. 

Pathetic.


I wake

Pain.

Get ready


I look normal 

I sound ok.

Thoughts

Think normal thoughts 

Boots, boots, boots 

tHerE is no discharge, waging a Losing battle uP,
down, again until ceasefire
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