Just Friends

ya know when you think you have a friend, but it’s just someone who uses you over and over again and again, because you believe there friendship is true, and each time you just let them back in, knowing, all the things that they’ll do, because you truly care, so when they need you your always right there, maybe i’m just not that smart, i struggle, dealing with issues that come from the heart, so i can’t see their deceit, so each time, i get blown away and knocked off my feet, each time they leave i tell myself this times the last, and i start to grieve and try to remember all the bad things they've done in the past, the ways that they’ve hurt me, and all the times they've chose to desert me, i begin to think what did i do wrong, but all i did was welcome them in and make them feel like right here is where they belong, i open my home and my heart, i continue sharing believing there really not so cold and uncaring, but they just take all i offer and move on, with out a thank you or a wave saying so long, i guess i’m just a sucker for pain, always sharing my love in vane, but i’ll always have a place for even the worst in my heart, and i’ll always miss them each time we part