Jump Ahead

Busted, played out, known to fail.
I’m climbing on the bridge’s rail. 

Used-up, tired, left behind. 
All friends, lovers leave, and I don’t mind.

Because I didn’t turn out the way they
Thought I’d be, so I must apologize
For being me. 

Loser-pig-and here we go! I hope
You all enjoy the show! 

“Jumper! Yonder! Have a look and stare!
But don’t help, don’t plead, or say you
Care.”

The bridge is in my head, and the faces
That are there...are of past people I once
Loved who left me worse for wear. 

“Mary, Mary! Please don’t go. I’ve loved 
You all along!” chimes in my own voice
Loud and thundering; strong. 

I step over the rail, feet on ground and 
Fade back into the earth. 
Funny how the mind plays tricks when 
You question what you’re worth.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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