Jaded

I sit alone I can't sleep so I ponder Why it's always me whose left to wonder Could I ever trust another? But it's you who has done me so wrong Joke's on me I was the one stupid enough to stay Blind all along Anyone else would've known what was going on When people take advantage of kindness I think maybe it is a weakness Or at the very least, it is In a world like this Where you'd die for the one behind the gun Pointed at your heart And then you realize they never cared Again it happens, just like before Slowly tearing you apart I miss that girl who trusted, loved with her all Too blinded by the good, never knew nor saw I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all.