I'Ve Built a Wall

I’ve built a wall. Brick by brick… each made of hypocrisy, day to day living, colors of black and white…. I’ve built a wall. I’ve built it in myself. Stone by stone… Each made of some menial task… Each containing some meaningless moment… yes, I’ve built this wall. I’ve built it so high- that even I can not get over it. Each brick and each stone, brings me closer to the opposite of resolution. Damned myself. I’ve built a wall. Chore by chore… minute to minute… each realistic moment… building the wall higher and higher… larger and larger… - So that even I, can not see the sky any longer. yes, I’ve built this wall. Each stone of stone, mocks me deeper into despair. Each brick, too smooth for footing – keeps me down. I can not imagine, that I’ve built it alone. But, I have. Eventually, I will erupt within myself – a demolition of sorts … maybe bring this wall down. Down low enough, so that I may crawl over it to reach another side. damn. I’ve built a wall.