It's Your Move

what's with all the confusion,disillusion I'm lost,i keep rethinking,sinking under my thoughts this is a lot, I'm getting caught up in my feelings trying to make up my decision this repetition i cannot take fake the truth,lies on the rise i despise him for this,though i don't regret it,i still cant get it what'd it mean to you give me a clue because I'm not sure how to feel or how to deal no communication self deliberation are you waiting? I'm waiting. did it end there? maybe that's fair,at this point i do not care my attempt at forgetting you because were is this getting to? quitting you but admitting,with you was were i wanted to be. the night out time was amazing to me. but the aftermath,an unsure, driving me into a ditch of frustration,the temptation. you still have control but its took its toll i push,you pull. you make this hard,and though i guard I'm left scarred with the past and were the cast,one in the same,playing this game but i wont waste my days,in this maze,ill raise. your quickly fading away, so say something,anything. because i wont give in ill make it so you've never been.