It's Ok, Just Take Your Time

Tossing and Turning, I can't get you out of my head. How did I know that when you left, that day for work it would, Be the last day I would see you? The dreams. The nightmares, The blood and the crash. I imagine it every day, How scared you must have been? How was I not with you that fateful day? I feel you every day trying, To tell me you’re ok. I feel you behind me as I’m cooking, Always making sure I don’t over salt the food. At night looking up at the stars, Like we’ve done so many times before, I feel the kiss on my neck as you are, Reassuring me to trust myself, To breathe again, To live again and, Realize in my heart that you’re gone, And I have to let you go. It’s like you can hear me from the stars, When I tell you as long as I know you’re here, I can breathe and I can live, So don’t tell me to let you go, I’m not ready. I lay down in our bed , Crying, Missing you, Wanting you, I feel your head on my shoulder, As you say in a language only I can understand, It’s Ok Baby, Just take your time, I’ll always be here for you.